First of all we decided against doing the IUI back in November. First of all we still don't understand what is causing the issue, so we didn't want to continue to throw money away. Whatever the issue is, could also prevent the IUI from working. So, I got off the Letrozole and started taking Chinese Herbal Supplements, which is ones of the post that I plan on doing soon.
Once I was off the Letrozole for a month, I couldn't believe my mood change. Jerry had been telling me how emotional I was and I just kept thinking he was crazy - guess what this time he wasn't. I started to feel normal again and less crazy, even though I didn't realize at the time I was being crazy. There were so many days I would just sit and feel sorry for myself. I would feel like I was in this fight alone, when I KNOW I'm not. I didn't feel like I could talk to anyone and they truly understand. But now I realize that its not about understanding what I'm going through, its about being there while I'm going through it.
Then, I decided to join weight watchers in January to get some of this access weight off. I'm doing good, but not great. I think it would help if I got my butt up and moving.
Anyways, I just wanted to check in quickly and just give a quick update.
Praying for Baby B!
Jacki
